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Hey best friend,

I' m sorry I messed it up. But I shouldn't be sorry for something we both are feeling. We are too much in love with each other, but neither of us will admit this feeling just because we are scared to fall.

Falling hurts. Doesn't matter where or how you fall - stairs may break your bones but love will only break our heart.

The tragedy of our story is that we are breaking our own hearts instead of each other.

Also, don't you dare to say that what we're feeling is just a part of our growing up? It's not.

I have grown up to be 21 only because of that phrase you said once. You must know an awful lot of people. Out of which you're hardly connected with 20 of them, and most of them don't like your attitude as you tell me. But just think about it, there are 7 billion more people who don't think anything about you. They see you somewhere, find you cute. They see you helping a person in need and they think you're kind.

You emptied all my sadness and filled me with words.

I remember that 2: 30 am a call that happened for 3 hours. We were too sleepy and had forgotten about our fears. You whispered on the phone that you love me, but we can only fit as friends. As lovers, we are going to be terrible. 

It shouldn't have felt awkward but it was.

This is so much awfully about you, but notice how everything about you is connecting with me. Darling we are made to be together, but maybe, not just yet.

In love,

The boy you should be with.